Musafir Biru

bismillah. I sat alone in this strange room, feeling empty. I spent a couple of prayers before trying to cry, but I still couldn't. My heart is stoned. So, I stepped outside in the sun, walking alone. I was hesitant at first, because I don't know if I can do it. For a few years now I have been accustomed to wearing larger clothes. But I outgrew most of my clothes, they shrunk. What I had currently on is a green used-to-be over-sized long sleeved tee, with brown pants which I shouldn't wear anymore. I put on my shoes, no socks, and kept walking. I was testing myself on a thought I had in mind. Did I lose my heart? Five steps out, I almost cried. I looked down, and convinced myself, "I shouldn't go out like this!" I felt, stripped down. I felt like I was naked. But I kept on walking. The fact that I feel so naked made me so grateful. I still have my heart. Alhamdulillah. I long have left t...

bismillah. Haritu berkesempatan join usrah skype untuk akhawat metropolitan KL/Selangor. Alhamdulillah. Ada sorang akhawat ni share pasal manusia A B C D. Anda nak kenal? Nakkkk Anda nak tahu? Nakkkkk Betul ni? Boleh tak bagitau je? *insert eye roll here* (okay, ini perbualan imaginasi sahaja)  DRUMROLL. Manusia A Manusia A adalah manusia awam. Ini merangkumi semua manusia secara umum. Kira, semua oranglah. Tanpa kira status agama, bangsa, single, married.. eh? Manusia B Manusia B adalah manusia biasa. Di mana dia seorang muslim yang ibadahnya biasa-biasa sahaja (that includes me -______-' ) Beda manusia B dan A ialah Islam. Manusia C Manusia C adalah manusia committed (komited). Mereka ini adalah yang ibadah siang malamnya mantap. Tak tinggal, tak lewat, tak malas. Manusia D Manusia D adalah manusia da'i. Orang-orang ini bukan sahaja menjaga tugasnya sebagai seorang hamba, tapi turut mengajak manusia lain untuk turut jadi hamba s...