Lelaki Malaysia Tak Hensem

bismillah.

whoa!whoa! tajuk kontroversial ke? *gelak*

disebabkan saya sekarang belajar di kolej yang agak hampir dengan rumah (berbanding 5, 6 tahun sebelum ni) saya perlu naik baaaanyak public transport untuk pulang ke teratak tercinta. teksi, train, LRT, teksi/bas and blahblahblah..

well, it all hit me one day, when i was taking the KTM going back home. seperti biasa, saya akan menyerang koc wanita. harapkan privacy. tapi hari tu dapat gerabak baru. and you know how the coaches are connected, and there were no doors in between, like the old coaches used to have.

masa naik tu, saya dan sahabat saya. sampai di pertengahan jalan, sahabat saya turun, dah sampai destinasi dia. after dia turun, ada seorang lelaki ni masuk koc tu, dan duduk depan saya. he was very.. suspicious. tapi kita tak boleh judge kan? so i kept quiet.

sepanjang masa tu saya nampak dia tengok-tengok saya. (ni bukan isu perasan ya. ni isu paranoia!) saya tutup quran, dan saya letak kepala atas beg, ala-ala nak tidur gitu. bila saya angkat kepala, HE WAS LOOKING AT ME! takutnya ya Rabbi. saya harap sangat masa tu Allah tolong, sebab saya pernah diganggu dalam keretapi sebelum ni. (sekali lagi, bukan isu perasan)

macam mana mamat ni boleh duduk selamba dalam koc wanita? okay, salah saya tak tegur dia. but, really, it was freaky!

dan bila saya memerhati gerabak wanita tu, yang ramai bukan perempuan. haih~ sedih rasanya.

ya, saya katakan lelaki tak hensem, sebab lelaki sepatutnya tegas dalam membina pendirian. dan andainya pendiriannya tetap untuk memenuhi ruang koc ni, maka..

(okay, perempuan pun sama lah kan)

and it got me thinking. kalau dengan rules yang mudah, seperti segregation of coaches by gender ni pun tak dapat nak dipatuhi..

MACAM MANA BILA KITA NAK MULA BINA DAULAH NANTI?

MACAM MANA NAK HIDUP BAWAH KHILAFAH NANTI?

dan saya terpukul. macam mana?

kalau peraturan simple pun susah nak ikut..

entah, rasanya memang takdirnya kita jauh dari hidup zaman khalifah. sebab umat sekarang makin degil.

termenung sendiri. apa yang aku buat untuk bantu ummah? sekadar menulis ketakpuasanhati dalam blog dan membebel sahaja, mengharap ramai akan baca dan sedar?

ouch.

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