Eh, dah lama rupanya laman ni bersarang, sepi tanpa khabar. Aiyoo, maafkan saya. Dah lama tak online sebenarnya. Banyak yang dah berlaku sepanjang saya menyepi. InsyaAllah, ada masa saya cuba isi kembali ruang ni. Terima kasih buat yang masih sudi menyinggah di laman ni, walaupun tak best :) Saya beruntung dapat pengunjung macam kalian. Terima kasih lagi skali
bismillah. It's the night of 29th Ramadhan. The race is at its end. And how do I feel about it? Sad. Deeply, extremely sad. I hardly meet Ramadhan. Once a year. And for many years, I spent the days Ramadhan was here by just letting it pass by. This is one of the years where I truly devote myself in meeting Ramadhan, yet I feel it didn't change me. I didn't change. My fingers are literally trembling of the fact that.. I might not even see Ramadhan again. I am so overwhelmed. My heart is almost bursting of sadness. I might finish this race, but I don't know if I'm winning. And for the times I tried, well, He's the Only One to judge me. And I pray that this month has made me stronger within. Probably. Maybe. InshaAllah This is my last night with Ramadhan insyaAllah. I hope this possibly last date will last a lifetime. Cause I don't know if I have that long. I might not even see tomorrow. Or even finish my date tonigh
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