u.n.t.i.t.l.e.d

i was looking for you

but you weren't there

i was reaching for you

but you didn't care

i was calling for you

but you didn't hear

i was standing next to you

but you didn't stare

i was running to you

but you were so far

i'm tired and weary

i don't have much time left

it consumes me from inside

and i wish you knew the pain

i bear to this day

i love you then

and i love you still

but time is running out

and should this be the last

understand the depth of what i'm feeling

because no matter how much you hurt me

I STILL LOVE YOU

to my dear friend whom im writing this to..