Skip to main content

Jangan Kau Benci

dupp..dapp..
perlahan dan akhirnya terhenti seketika
mata berkaca tapi ditahan jua
kenapa duka ini terus menduga?

bisik jiwa yang sedang dalam perang
'katakan tidak! katakan jangan!'
tapi lidah tak mampu
kerana ada hati yang mengharap

jangan bawa aku ke atas sana
aku tak mampu berdiri
kaki ini akan membawa aku jatuh jua nanti

jangan pujuk aku untuk ke sana
aku tak mampu kendiri
hati ini sering goyah merangkak

jangan biarkan aku di hadapan
aku belum kuat berjuang
saat hati malas berperang
langkah akan kaku termangu

pujuk rayu dan dukungan
mampukah aku jalaninya lagi?
hidup dalam kuku besi
tapi masih berdiam diri

aku tak mampu bangkit ke atas
tapi aku bisa andai kau bersama

aku belum mampu untuk ke sana
tapi mungkin mapan andai kau ada bersama

aku tak bisa berdiri di hadapan
tapi mungkin mampu andai kau sudi di belakang

aku tak mahukan perjuangan satu kepala
aku mahukan perjuangan satu jiwa

aku bukan insan tanpa cela
penuh duka dan mazmumahnya
tapi andai kau sudi
bawalah aku hidup lebih bahagia

jangan kau benci siapa aku di atas sana
tapi perbetulkan aku
jangan kau benci tindakan aku di atas sana
tapi mandirikan aku

pimpin aku untuk terbang tinggi
agar kita sama-sama rasai deru angin
menghempas kuat namun kita gagah selusuri

mungkin tak terpacak bendera juang kita saat aku di depan
mungkin tak berganjak langkah kita ke hadapan
cukup hanya kita kekal setia dengan panji
agar islam kan suatu hari nanti tegak berdiri

biar kita satu barisan penuh cinta dan juang
biar kita satu barisan penuh setia dan aturan
biar kita satu berisan penuh iman dalam tenang
kerana kita pemuda islam yang dinanti!




Comments

Popular posts from this blog

The Results are OUT!

bismillah. It's a wonderful day. Today is the day I get my A-Level results. Yippie!   It is however, due to my psychicness, that I won't carve a smile on my parents face. Had that feeling in my gut since July. It's a feeling of, discomfort. And nothing can shake it off. I'd like to say a lot here. About what happened to me since that particular July. But I'd end up whining things I shouldn't. Better save it for someone better to listen to. And to not-my-surprise, my results were under par. And I am not sad. At all. Well, maybe a little, but no mental breakdown whatsoever. This, however, never happened to me. I never went into an exam, and NOT pass. Never. Not the UPSR. Not PMR. Not SPM. *not trying to boast here* And this is the first. And I gotta tell ya. It doesn't hurt so bad. I've seen many of my friends went nuts and cry a lot after their results didn't come out as good as others. And I didn't know what to do, th...

Something Worth Promoting

bismillah. Hello! Hello! Buat adik-adik lepasan SPM 2011, adik-adik daftar ke mana lepas ni? Ni haa~ akak nak promote ni. Once in a lifetime chance. I want to promote to you.. KOLEJ TEKNOLOGI TIMUR! Well, people say we can't judge a book by its cover kan? So, akak tak maulah tayang wajah sebenar KTT Sepang ni. *hehe Kolej ni adalah antara kolej terkecil kat Malaysia. (kot) everything is in two blocks of shop houses. Can you imagine that? All the halls and libraries and musolla and the cafes and the staffrooms. Even our houses! One thing that awes me the most when I first came here is the way everything was planned to work. It's hard to imagine the way they first planned to place this and that in that small area. But it totally worked out! AWESOMEEE! A lot is going on while you're in KTT. We have activities like normal colleges do, but in a smaller scale (i guess) Yeah, it's easy to live here. You can't easily fly anywhere without a tra...

Take Me Back.

bismillah. It's been a while since I've been here. I didn't feel worthy enough to write again. But I promised myself that I won't quit. I browsed through my old facebook notes. And this is a particularly sad one, because I've been in the same circle for years, never learning my lesson. I am hoping by posting this, I myself am reminded. So, here goes. " Take Me Back " 28 September 2012 at 00:44 I'm walking into this room again. It's half full, but I am so alone. I can almost hear my heart thumping, as I tried so hard to hide how its beats were playing the notes I don't want people to ever hear. Fear. I'm scared to face you again here. The place where solace was so near, I could dream forever. I'm scared, because it has been long. I have been constantly leaving you. Giving excuses to myself, that by leaving I was actually finding myself. Lie. A big fat lie. The world has put a big blob of dis...