Note to Future Mummy #1

bismillah.

To mummy, if someday you happen to be blessed by Allah with your own children, I, your own 20-year old self would like to say a few things.

One,

don't be afraid to let your child fall down when he walks. don't panic. let him learn, that it is okay to fall. be there beside him, and encourage him to be strong. that falling down doesn't mean you can't move no more. give him your hands, but don't pick him up. let him know, that there is always someone to assist him getting up. teach him that you can't always expect people to pick you up. but you can have support so you can stand stronger and move on the next time. that a few scratches is okay, but it doesn't cripple you.

It might lead to a much better lesson later in life.

alhamdulillah, I have been blessed with 6 nieces and nephews, and still counting. it has been a wonderful 5 years. thank you, Allah :')
mummy=me. training my nephews and nieces to call me that from now on (laugh)
well, i might turn out to be a lousy, unfit mother. but, who knows?

::to be continued::

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